Thursday, December 27, 2007

The Closing of 2007—Part II

Year 2007 does not seem like to end peacefully. Benazir Bhutto was slain by a suicide bomber yesterday. For her, all the ambition, ideology, politics, love and hate are over, though more bloodshed will surely follow in Pakistan.

I do not know exactly why, but after hearing the news I start thinking of my father who rested in peace eight years ago after long suffering after a stroke. When I was little, I took everything for granted. I did not how hard it was for him to leave everything behind in China and started new lives for the family in Hong Kong. I do remember my sisters and I love to gather around him listen to his stories growing up in a small village and how he, a poor orphan country boy, courted my mother from a well-off family. I remember the sunny days on the beaches with him and mother, and one stormy day on the beach with him and mother.

Then I grew into a teen who knew everything. Father still tried to pass his invaluable life experiences to me but I was not listening until it was too late. Out of the blue, he had a stroke and could no longer speak. Even nowadays when I come to a crossroad, I wish I could have someone wise like Father to tell what to do. Of course, he passed away. On the second thought, even if he is alive, he will not have all the answers for me. The answers will have to be hard earned like he once did—at least I learned that much from him.

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At December 28, 2007 at 1:09 AM , Blogger 啤酒花™_J said...

Keith, I wanted to blog about Benazir Bhutto too, but I have no idea what to blog about. I always feel that life is very fragile, you can touch, you can hear, you can sense but then it can end anytime at any consequences. hmmm 2007 is not really end yet, we are just heading to it, see, no one knows what happened until it is revealed. :(

 
At December 28, 2007 at 3:07 AM , Blogger Haricot 微豆 said...

When a person dies, the "idea" of the person (memory and evolution thereof) continues. Perhaps you could string the bits together and re-create your father's legacy with you sister and other relatives.

 
At December 28, 2007 at 7:59 AM , Blogger 啤酒花™_J said...

ya 微豆 Haricot is right, Keith

 
At December 28, 2007 at 4:02 PM , Blogger Keith said...

Thx for your supports. It is holiday time. Unhappy thing had happened. I had Christmas dinner with old college friends, and I began thinking lots of what-if's: what if my dad is here with me? what if I went to that university in California instead? what if I married that girl who love me but I was not sure about? or what if I picked the other job offer back then? Kind of day-dreaming to escape reality.

My father closed his book 8 years ago. He filled many pages with love. I see myself writing the book of my life by the choices I made. I hope I will be writing my own destination instead of the events around me making the decision.

 
At January 11, 2008 at 12:57 AM , Blogger Haricot 微豆 said...

How are you doing Keith?

 

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